Day 2

The hard side of starting a diet is admitting how fat you got... i just see my self in the mirror and i don.t see what.s real... i see me like a chubby cute girl, then a see a picture of me and i realize i'm a tiny whale... I keep on thinking how my boyfriend still, dispite all, loves me. It's so hard to do a diet, it so difficult... just hope i can... need suport but don't know where or how to find it....

Day 1

Here we go!!! Day 1... tried all day to eat less, had a light lunch but for dinner i had a slice of pizza but just with cheese...
After studying all day long I went for a ride on the bike!!! My butt hurts so much!!! It's for sure not a comfy bike!!! but it was worth it... hopefully buy july i will be able to use 3 sizes less... hope so.
Still haven't telled anyone about this blog, and less about diet...
I think my mom doesn't want me to lose weight just because i would look better then her, i say this cause each time i say i'm dieting she keeps on buying junk food!!! so anoying, and obviously i end up eating that stuff!!! it can be so frustrating!!!

let's get started

so... this is it... my blog... my way of expresing everything I want to scream out but I can't... why? Because I'm a lady,I'm suposed to be an adult, and I'm almost a doctor....
We all have problems, I'm chubby, I've tried 300 diets but nothing, and it geting worse...That's why today I took the decision that I have to do something,but what can I do?
So i'm going to do a huge effort, I'm getting fit, and I'm using this blog not only to tell the world that i lose weight but also to talk about real life! Not the beautiful and perfect world we see each day on tv... but real life! Life when one is happy, life when it sucks, LIFE per se...

So welcome to my blog... hope you enjoy it....